My mantra for 2013 ' Be more true to yourself'.

My star sign reading by Johnathan Cainer.

We define our sense of identity in lots of ways. By where we come from, what we do for a living, where we were brought up, who our friends are, which era we belong to... and by the family we were born into. Sometimes we forget that as individuals, we are more than all this... and that we have the freedom to disassociate ourselves from any connection of which we are not proud. The most important New Year resolution you can make, is to look at who you really are... and be more true to yourself.

I can honestly say that for much longer than I have dared to acknowledge I have not been true to myself. I feel that I have been running on a parallel path looking at myself through a thin veil and wondering who the person was on the other side. I feel today that I am waking up from a deep sleep and now must walk my own path to happiness. I have many things to be grateful for and I truly am. I am loved, I have more than others however, happy I am not, this has come from denying who I am to please others. I now want to be able to fly, spread my wings, and soar. They have been tightly bound and it will take a few fledgling attempts but I will take off. Dear readers I hope that you will be with me on my journey.
I have a list of things that I wish to accomplish this year, not resolutions, but but dreams and possibilities, that I have not felt able to before. Therefore I am going to give myself permission to be optimistic even in the face of pessimism. Permission to be happy doing things for myself and not feeling guilty. Permission to fail knowing that there is something to be learnt within that failure. Permission to love myself first, the hardest thing ever, as I have found it near impossible to love myself or anything that I have done .
So here I am at the beginning of my journey of self rediscovery , it will be a bumpy ride but I am certain that I will reach my destination on one piece.
Wealth to get me started on my physical journeys.
Health to be able to get there.
Happiness to enjoy the journeys both emotional and physical.
Last but not least love, to love myself enough to want to keep going no matter what.
Happy 2013 to you all.