Day one

Today is day one, I went back to work and it was a good day. I came home and I am exhausted, why is that?
Day one?
The new year starts here for me, I decided that I would start thinking about and implementing the changes that I want in my life.
They are not huge changes, because I have done that before, only to find that I could not sustain them. So I have decided that in order for me to arrive at my destination/ goal then I need to make lots of small changes for me that are huge changes for everyone else and to weather the storm of protest that is rising as a result.
Resolve is what I need to accomplish this as well as a tenacity that is unwavering. I know that I have to do things for myself and not get sucked into someone- else's journey as I have often done in the past.
I intend to share my triumphs once they are established.
I had intended to write a bucket list but I have done that before and lost it.
So as things come to mind I will address them one by one , small steps, listening to my inner self instead of going against it. Using my heart first and then my head. My heart for myself, I hasten to add, because only then can I truly use my heart for others in a way that does not burn me out.